I think the spasm have finally stopped. They have been firing for 22 hours.
I am exhausted and my body destroyed. again.
I was in the funeral director’s office discussing the specifics of my father’s funeral when they kicked off.
They increased in their intensity and totality. I think that I have pulled every muscle in my body except the calves in both legs. Which, is a puzzle. I have no clue why my calves stayed out of it. My wife rubbed me on the back earlier. Every muscle in my back is pulled.
I was crying and wiped the tears from my eyes. I thought my eyes hurt to close the lids. When I wiped my tears, I found out why. The orbital muscles above my eyes are pulled. I pulled the muscles that move my eyes. I didn’t think that was possible.
I will spare you the rest. The pain is incredible. I can’t even assign it a number. I am slightly mobile, thanks to a wonderful walker.
Christ was with me through the event, as he always is. But, I felt his warmth. It was nice. I think he stands with me during these events.
I will rest and repair my body today. My ability to attend my father’s funeral is in question. However, my youngest daughter has volunteered to do my reading if I can’t.
Jay C. “Jazzy_J” Theriot