2017 November 23, Thanksgiving Day

I think I’m hitting a low.  I placed my call with Liberty Mutual and they said they would talk to me in January.

A friend of the family is making some modifications to the house so I can more easily access the back yard when I’m bound in the wheel chair.

I’ve been in a lot of pain and my muscles are seizing regularly now.

People keep telling me I’m handling this well with a positive attitude.  It’s really a farce. The truth is, I’m tired of dealing with me.  I just want my body and my freedom back. But, that is not going to happen.  I need to adjust my expectations for myself, down.  Way down.

It all seems like a dream sometimes.